22. A letter to somebody who means a lot to you

Dear You,

I could probably write a novel of a letter that said everything I want to say to you, but it’s best that I don’t. For the sake of my fingers and for the sake of my followers, haha.

There’s been a lot going on in my life that Lord only knows just how much I wish you were around to guide me through or well just be around for. I’ve been doing a lot of listening to people lately & as much as I love being there for people… I know that out of anyone, with you, I’d be able to talk for a change. As time changes, so do people… myself included. I used to think that everyone and everything is replaceable, but I know for a fact that you nor our friendship could ever be replaced.

This time of year gets pretty tough for me sometimes simply because you come to mind more often than usual. I think this year especially is going to be a plethora of emotions for me. It’ll be my last year playing Turkeybowl… my last year I get to play in remembrance of you. It’s bittersweet really. I never thought that I’d end up being the athlete I am now (if you even want to consider me one), but I know for a fact that if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t have even tried. I wish you were around to see how far I’ve come, especially in this aspect. I know you’d be proud & laugh at all of my goofy attempts to get good haha. I’m all kinds of excited for this Saturday to a point I’m nervous as ever. As my last year of playing, I not only want to play my very best for the coaches & my team who’s worked their asses off, but for you. I want to end this exactly the way that you did. & I will do everything in my power to do so. Trust.

You’re always in my thoughts, in my prayers, & in everything I do. I love you betch! Saturday’s for you.

All my love,
Your Timirose